[trudy's last word before she began posting on a separate blog some weeks later]

Nutmeg...I have got to get up in 3 hrs. I know that you are tired. The last I talked to you you were saying that you were going to go to a private hospital. I have tried to explain that to you...I have talked to his wife and he is on his way home and he told his wife that he is not accepting my phone calls. I got him involved in something he didn't even want to be involved in and it cost him an absolute fortune staying behind and changing his flight.

I did attempt to explain everything and after I typed forever (it seems) it was closed. I don't know what to say...I am absolutely stymied. I have not stopped anyone. I have over 60 convos from people who just thought the same. He was my only connection and he has had it with me. No last name..filed under first name? He told his wife after reading threads and posts it was to unbelievable to get involved with it...I can not force him.. He is not taking any more phone calls and told his wife to do the same and he informed her that she is to delete all e mails...

You are right..You can not stop your support system. They have stuck by you and will be there until the end. I am going on a fishing trip tomorrow and will be away from my computer. People love you nutmeg...they will not stop because of this. If they continue with their rants about me it will only cause more attention to this...I am just telling you....

I am sorry about your personal life. Follow avenues that people are telling you to follow. No matter what I say it is not going to give you any satisfaction. If you won't go to the police again and talk to someone in charge and file a police report there is nothing that anyone can do.. I am a Christian and I hope the parents rot in hell. They need to be in jail and they need to be held accountable for this. If they are not then their behavior will just continue...

I just don't know what else you want me to say...I've tried so many times but we are just not communicating..

I have got to be done with this because I can not do anything at this point....now I have to shut my computer off!