[after trudy's accusation]

Nutmeg...I have too much info to discuss with you..I've been dealing with this for too long...I can not be convinced otherwise...you have told so many convoluted stories I can not keep up. I just can't discuss it. I am talking to others... I am done with it..absolutely done..You have asked for donations $40 from 6 people...I have all the convos, I have all the info. It is out of my hands now. You don't want to get someone in trouble because of rumors...The police would have handled that! They starved their child for alms? Yet no police report nothing...People do speak English...I am not that stupid. I can go right now and garner money for some cause...I have a gift for gab as do you..You put feelings into your words and you have the people who follow your every word to prove it...How much money have you made? Think about it...There are those out there that believe every word that you say...they have their own families to support yet they are willing to give you their little slice of their world....I have not pulled this information out of my ass it is all there in black and white!

I am not a stupid woman. It is out of my hands now...I'm done...nothing you can say will convince me otherwise..I came here to advocate for a child...that was my main reason, but what you've reported isn't adding up to many inconsistencies and total fabrications.


[by nutmeg, apology for typos]

trudy, i have to question your motives.
these 'people' who were supposed to be at Niloufer? they had NEVER heard of me.

i discussed with our board memebers that we could get ongoing carew by subscription...probably around $40 a day from what i'd seen before of standard fees. i paid $200 that i really don't have to spend from my own pocket last night for HER FRIST DAY.

and trudy, i have sat in piles of garbage on the street holding adia while she shat all oiver me dealing with the grandmother's half-crazy babvble while i tried to coax her to go to the hospital. so don't ry to say i'm sitting ehre fromafar putting a kid in the hospital and taking their money.

thsoe are SERIOUS accusations and i do not think you have any place making them. you havent even asked me enough questions to form an opinion yet.

details? try to get details here when you dont speak the ;langhuaghe much and non one takes you seriously. agencies? again, try to get them not to brush you off.

trusdy, if you are really ahu8manitarian you would HELP ME with these things instead of TRYING TO BELITTLE me.

no police report!!!! hpow i wish you could have been there in the police office with me. first we only went to the police when we first saw her. we finally fiund one who spoke a LITTLE english...'oh yes madam we will check into it' 'yes yes we will check into it' i gues they never made it across the block to check into it.

have you every TRIED to get an indin cop to fill out an actual report!

seriously, i am dealing with SO many obstacles here that i really dont need YOU to be one.

tell me ONE 'outrright fabrication;' i swear to my gods thai i have never fabricated a single thing.

and trudy exaclty the amount we have made is there for eveyone to see on my blog (last monmths) the current month is in the gourps account handled by our treasurer.

has all your work made you a cynic or something? to say drdjc is in 'cohoots' with some scam! that sounds CRAZY.

seriously, WHERE were these 'people' at niloufer?

and WHAT convoluted stories?

i want actual details of what you are challenging - that should be MORE than reasonable/

you have all the posts, you have all the info -well of course you do. i put them in a public forum!

have tyou ever stopped for one minute to think of what a TERRIBLE thing you're doign if youre assumptions are WRONG?

look i know you say your mind has been up without giving me a fiar chance bu i cannot accept that! i am DOING NOTHING WRONG and for to accuse accuse accuse and then drop it? that is NOT FAIR trudy!! couldnt you just call me or something and actually try to twork this out and get to the bottom of somehting without acting this way - i cannot understand this!


and if you had all these supicions yesterday why disnt you call me? you could have called me when i was at the hospital. we had our phone!!1