[by nutmeg]

also i dont know if we're just having realy bad communication here but ...

i DID try to meet him. or whoever it was at the hospiatl. over and over again i asked when he wanted to meet and how.

i didnt care if they went to see Adia and fam - i just asked you to tell them not to come and TAKE HER AWAY so i couldnt see her yesterday. because i really wanted to see her.

i dont understand how you can jutify to yourself saying all this stuff about me when i was asking for help - and then just backing out! thats not graceful! really trudy i still would really ebenfit form knowing these resources you said you have! shes in the hospital but I CANNOT AFFORD TO KEEP HER THERE , maybe one more day and thats it! so i NEED to know these people you say you know!

sigh.......